  
I really feel bad about what happened to me and to my so-called best friend. Though it's been so long, but it's really hard for me to accept it. He just, uh, more like...betrayed me or something. Well not that kind of betrayal that you think like- stabbed your back, spreading harmful rumors about you when you are not looking etc. He just betrayed me in other kind of way. Let's see...I just told him something, something unnecessary, then the next day, I find myself in the middle of a risky situation. The people involved in this situation keep telling me that I'm spreading rumors about them, telling me that me and *somebody* are playing safe. I was surprised, well more like frustrated. All of us were conversing, and I ended up as the enemy. I learned that my so-called best friend revised some words on our little secret, needless for me to say. I really feel bad about that, I trusted him so much. And right now, it's hard for me to accept that. Right now, I feel that people are criticizing me for that, and I lost my trust on him. Though, I shouldn't feel down because I'm really guiltless, I just really hate it when people is criticizing me, and I hate it when I pass in front of them (I feel that they're giving me the look, and I don't even know what's running in their minds) I shouldn't be worrying this much because she said that it's okay.
I think I should try move on and forget everything, forget about his betrayal. I already forgave him, forgiving him gives me the right of hurting him for hurting me...I guess.
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