"A true friend accepts, love, cherish, and forgives you for who you are...despite of your imperfections."

   There's this person whom I really cared about, and I consider her as one of my close friend and best friend. We've been through ups and downs and luckily we overcomes it. But that series of events really tires me out, it's really frustrating. I could say that she was really sensitive and self-centered. She's super sensitive because she's reacting about everything, she thinks very deep which makes her to jump into conclusions. She's very self-centered because she on;y cares for herself without considering other's feelings, she only trusts herself which made us really upset. She really needs all the attention for her to say that there is no problem at all, she thinks so immaturely. She always thinks that we doesn't care for her and that we can never understand her. How could she say that?! After all of these? the problem is, she never speaks out, she keeps everything for herself, and then, her problems pile up and she's hiding her feelings behind her back, she never opens up nowadays.

   I did say to her once that I'll never stop understanding and loving her, but sometimes people get tired. But I'll stand for what I've told her.

   She's really lucky because she has everything, the love and all the attention which made me think that there's ne reason at all for her to act this way. I'm tired of all of these, why does this have to happen? Why do we have to decide for her?! She told us to tell her if she could stay or go. damn it!

   Well, I'm sorry for the things that I've said, but girl...the truth hurts, and accept that. But girl, I miss you, please just let go of the past and leave it all behind. You told e that you're trying to change, but I can see no changes at all. How could she?! Do we have to leave things like these before we separate? Darn...

    I really really miss you....